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We used to be best friends
What made it come to such and end?
We were always needing eachother
Just like a child needs it's mother.
You were the center of my attention
My best friend, not to mention.
I know I've said things I don't mean
But now I see, and I'm coming clean.
It's not fair to hate eachother so bad
You know what? It makes me so sad.
We used to talk at night, 'till late
Don't you remember? We were soulmates.
But then you gave me back my half
I thought it was a joke, I wanted to laugh.
But it wasn't, and I don't know why
My next emotion was I wanted to cry.
When I met you, first moved into this house
You were quiet. Just like a mouse.
But soon we got to know eachother
And I thought that we'd be friends forever.
I tried as hard as anyone could
To do exactly what a best friend should.
Then one day you started ignoring me
I asked myself why... I just didn't see.
What was it that got to you
To start hating me the way you do?
I know I was a bit protective
But all I wanted was for you to live.
I don't expect you to come running back
But it's Okay. As long as you don't give me a smack!
It takes a lot of will power to be able to
Give something like this to you.
But I'm still asking myself 'why?'
When I know I should understand, well, at least try.
But it's kind of hard when you shut me out
Actually it's really hard, without a doubt.
I finally got to be friends with someone who had a brain
You were one of the only people I knew that didn't drive me insane.
But then I was dropped
And still wonder why it stopped.
Every moment of my life is frightening
Reality keeps hitting me like lightning.
I know you've been wondering why I don't hate you
Can you really hate me after all the things we've been through?
I must admit, I like my new friends
But I still wish our friendship didn't end.
When we first stopped, I thought it was pure luck
But then I knew that the rest of my life would suck.
We were so close, never apart
We were like sisters, bonded by heart.
I know it'll take more than just one glance
But please could I have just one more chance?
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Dedicated to Leanne
By Daphne.
May 16 1998